Opportunity vs Responsibility

Upon coming home and checking my email, "ding dong" a new email popped out, it's from a mother of a CCS student wanting me to tutor her kid for pay. Well the specs was to just guide her daughter finish the project which is due 3 weeks from now or in short 3rd week of august.. i really wanted the job well first is i get to earn money, and i get to meet new people get to know the real world haha yes i really want the job yet something's pulling me back.. well it's the word that begins with the letter "R"esponsibility. yes i know i have too many commitments already and it's not relaxing anymore .. i feel threaten in my academics of pulling my CGPA down below 3.0 and it's not that nice anymore, i even have this gofish.ph coming up deadline is also end of august.. JJ's thesis is almost due, mobile programming competition deadline is also approaching, theocom test tomorrow, plaridel's online dictionary, plaridel updates on the site meetings there meetings here and even handle a webdesign workshop coming august 6! woah i mean the list can go on but i guess i  have to stop somehow. well these are already quite demanding tasks for a student like me hehe anyways i really love to take the job of teaching someone esp with pay but i guess im just too tired i just want to go home everyday and study things that's new to me.. i want to have that freedom of not worrying about deadlines well that's life that's why some says it sucks big time hehe anyway i just feel like blogging today and well guess im just pretty much pressured by this extra tasks ....
 
This day didn't really start well... i was late almost 40 mins from my theocom class i rushed my assignment on the same morning . i even woke up late and rush my way to school.. comparc subject was pretty nice but omg i have to look out for the upcoming dept exam next week and yes come to think of it i have two more exams approaching including chemistry!!! woah i hate chem!.... i couldn't even find the purpose of studying it .. well anyway at least i get to study theocom the whole afternoon and be with my bestfriend! sherine! we even ate at red ribbon haha sort of a date right? hehe actually i only have 60 pesos left for the whole day well we had dinner .. early dinner i should say and yes i ate alot and the cake at red ribbon really taste good. well that really tone down my stress level.. hhehehe anyway .. i guess im blogging too much today so i guess i have to start my advanse project again .. well guess what deadline's tomorrow hahaha see how hectic my schedule is..
 
well i just wish opportunity would come with less responsibility.......