Couldn't get worse than this....

o well just hope this day won't get any worse..  coz all that's left for me to do is go to bed and have my long sleep... i miss my bed... just really had this bad day and im fully stressed out.. although i still manage to smile :) thanks to sherine.. who kept reminding me how scary i look when i don't smile hahaha

 

so here's how i started the day.. first .. i only had 5 hours sleep... went to bed at around 3am in the morning finishing my advanse project.. well all i remember is i was so happy that i felt im almost finish on that project and just needed some minor retouches before going to school. then came morning at about 9am i started the pc, started programming again reviewing all the codes i made lastnyt and yes the bad part was!!! it's all trash.. i can't believe i just wasted my time programming all that trash , i mean the program i made before going to bed was really undeniably ugly and nonsense ... so there i started rushing to finishing it until it's almost school time i just crammed so much i was too late to go to school just imagine, class starts at 1140 and im still at home during that time so i decided just to finish some other requirements for that same dreaded subject and just pass it without attending the class. Just a bad day .. i was stressed out , tired from commuting to school from home and still have to study theocom luckily i managed to study a day before and it really helped at least i wasn't pressured at all.. until the test came .. yes it seems easy .. but i don't think i'll get a grade higher than 85.. too bad.. another opportunity lost... i just hope i could still get back on the track this term.

 

o well i guess just hope something really great happens tomorrow :) and the whole next week. Zzzzzz to sleepy to blog.............

Opportunity vs Responsibility

Upon coming home and checking my email, "ding dong" a new email popped out, it's from a mother of a CCS student wanting me to tutor her kid for pay. Well the specs was to just guide her daughter finish the project which is due 3 weeks from now or in short 3rd week of august.. i really wanted the job well first is i get to earn money, and i get to meet new people get to know the real world haha yes i really want the job yet something's pulling me back.. well it's the word that begins with the letter "R"esponsibility. yes i know i have too many commitments already and it's not relaxing anymore .. i feel threaten in my academics of pulling my CGPA down below 3.0 and it's not that nice anymore, i even have this gofish.ph coming up deadline is also end of august.. JJ's thesis is almost due, mobile programming competition deadline is also approaching, theocom test tomorrow, plaridel's online dictionary, plaridel updates on the site meetings there meetings here and even handle a webdesign workshop coming august 6! woah i mean the list can go on but i guess i  have to stop somehow. well these are already quite demanding tasks for a student like me hehe anyways i really love to take the job of teaching someone esp with pay but i guess im just too tired i just want to go home everyday and study things that's new to me.. i want to have that freedom of not worrying about deadlines well that's life that's why some says it sucks big time hehe anyway i just feel like blogging today and well guess im just pretty much pressured by this extra tasks ....
 
This day didn't really start well... i was late almost 40 mins from my theocom class i rushed my assignment on the same morning . i even woke up late and rush my way to school.. comparc subject was pretty nice but omg i have to look out for the upcoming dept exam next week and yes come to think of it i have two more exams approaching including chemistry!!! woah i hate chem!.... i couldn't even find the purpose of studying it .. well anyway at least i get to study theocom the whole afternoon and be with my bestfriend! sherine! we even ate at red ribbon haha sort of a date right? hehe actually i only have 60 pesos left for the whole day well we had dinner .. early dinner i should say and yes i ate alot and the cake at red ribbon really taste good. well that really tone down my stress level.. hhehehe anyway .. i guess im blogging too much today so i guess i have to start my advanse project again .. well guess what deadline's tomorrow hahaha see how hectic my schedule is..
 
well i just wish opportunity would come with less responsibility.......

too much work to do yet too much time wasted...

Well well.. my first ever blogger. just thought i could write something in here even before i set up my own blogger in my upcoming website. It's such a long day..... i've been sitting here  in front of this monitor for quite a few hours already and guess what it's already midnight ..err morning i should say. have to finish my advanse by today and study theocom for friday really a lot of things to finish yet i've been wasting a lot of time doing small things not related to my academic work.. 
 
o well just some few simple thoughts i want to burst out my mind.