How unfair could this get... guess what i got a gay brother.

I have to admit im an average guy with average dream and average family.. well maybe less average family.. i guess as a family we're just not blessed to be a happy family after all... i miss my mom.. wherever she is i hope she's happy in heaven.... as for the rest of the family... everything seems to be intense... and troubled all because of one stupid idiot who thinks he is rich and doesn't care a thing about anyone. A gay brother who keeps on blowing his(her) horns loud pretending to be some manager or president or someone else... and still can't accept the fact that he is one darn gay who is so bitter about me and my sister going to college and he didn't got the chance of experiencing college life. All i can say is... too bad.. well i guess even if he gets into college i doubt if he'll survive ... for all he knows is having fun and also again ... being gay. I swear he is so gay that i just wanna kick his gay ass out of our house and show him how gay he could be.

O well ... i guess i just have a really bad day.. had exchange words with this gay thing in our home in front of dad.. you know .. i mean is it really that hard to accept the fact that it's not our fault why he didn't get to college?!?!?!?! is it really our fault in the first place? it's all his(her) stupid fault.. and his(her) stupid gay decisions. Who told him(her) to keep cutting classes during highschool.. i mean the first school already kicked his(her) gay ass out already .. luckily another school mistakenly took him in but still what?? he(she) even fought with a nun for a gay sunglasS??? see how gay it is?? and now he(she) is so jealous of both me and my sis going to college and all he can do is mumble or threaten us with his gay lies??? is that a brother?? or let me rephrase it.. is that he(she) still human? or sane? i guess not!!!!! how many brother would threaten a sibling his(her) life?? and how many brother will tell his(her) own sister or brothers that anytime they can be dead with a single flip of his(her) money ??? how many?? i guess none.. just one and too bad it's my gay brother! or at worst even threatens of curse my father face to face???? tell me is that humane? just so damn luck that im of the same blood as his(her) .

O well to those who knew me.. as a soft spoken person or a kind loving person.. sorry if this stunt you.. yeah you're right it's really me who wrote this.. i just had a big argument with "the animal" of the house... who keeps cursing us and who keeps calling us leeches who can do nothing for good.. i just couldn't take it any longer ... if only im bigger than him(her) i'll surely solve this problem physically and no doubt i'll really tear his tendons and feed it to the dogs ow.. not the dogs poor little dogs .. they might get poisoned i forgot.. maybe burned his(her) pieces up .. sorry i might sound so childish here... but no im not .. im writing this just to cool myself up.. am just so sad .. how come i got a brother like that.. who would do anything to make our life difficult .. who is so childish that he can't accept the fact that we're attending college and having our education at a prestigous school or i may say expensive school... i guess behind all of this.. is a reason i still can't see or understand.. i know God has his purpose for this .. maybe .. i just have to prove him wrong.. that im not a leech in our family .... i just wanna show him ... that's he is the biggest leech and not us. ..